September
I was in shorts with no make up just planned to go out on Sunday night Then the text came in and said everything was stuck at the traffic light I heard the old lady praying in her room just by saying everything would be fine soon I closed my eyes and told myself maybe she's right Then I opened my eyes and saw the lightening strike Before I even closed my window The wind just blew up my face and brought back my sorrow I dreamed abou t sun everyday just by simply ignoring the rain My old man said don't you try to run away from your own pain I said only the sun could make everyone smile He just replied rain could make no one hear your cry Heard the birds were singing, the leaves were falling, that old lady was dancing There I was, running through the door by wearing the biggest smile on my face only to find the rain was still falling When faith and hopes are equally gone I put the blame on my destiny for dragging me into the state of hope to be reborn Part of me already dead On