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"A Good Song To Be Listened When You're Depressed" “I'm just so fuckin' depressed, I just can't seem to get out this slump” The above words are the piece of lyrics from Beautiful by Eminem that was I used to listen to 4 years ago. I was jobless at that time right after I finished MBA thesis. Those days are darkest days of my life. I sat on the seat in the living room by watching the cars passing by the street. Buses, cars, people and trishaws. I was looking at them and wondering why I was sitting at home, doing nothing but just seeing them with lost of hope. And I asked myself what happened to a girl with big dream and why she was so depressed. That’s true that I was so depressed. I didn’t have job and I didn’t know where I would go. I applied for a job but the requirements were with experiences. What on earth I had to do to get the experiences? I kept wondering. I needed a job to fulfill my dream. I couldn’t be jobless. I wanted to work in 500 Fortun